Reached a milestone and left with Nothing But Wind!
When this website was being built, two of my friends (who built it), had countless arguments about how the blog could be named. While one of them came up with Wind Notes, the other begged to differ. But today, I realize, it couldn’t have been named any better!
I had the concert of a lifetime last night. How better can I describe it, when a two-month long hard work has a fitting culmination with the God of music blessing me! Firstly, I put forth my heartiest thanks to all those who were present there to encourage me and also those who were with me in spirits. This post is for those who missed out on the concert and are dying to get that inside story about the most happening musical evenings in the recent times. The enormity of the dais with dignitaries who are stalwarts of music and a packed audience of music lovers set the perfect occasion for us musicians. We are truly fortunate and can never ask for more.
Of all these years that I have performed in concerts, one thing against which I’ve stood strong is stage-fear or so to say, the nervousness to perform the best for the audience. The auditorium was fully packed with fans or should I say fanatics of Ilayaraja sir’s music. I stood confident to give my best for the show. However, when the maestro walked in with his magical aura and set eye contact with me (for the first time in my lifetime), I must admit some fear did show up within me. With thousands of prayers, I began playing, the first piece itself being one of the complex compositions in the album. Once I finished, I sought his approval and he gestured a thumbs up sign! Gosh! Only one thing came to my mind…. I think most of you would have read about the story of Narayaneeyam. After each verse was composed by the saint Narayana Bhattathri, Lord Krishna appeared before him and nodded his head to give his approval. I found this most appropriate to what happened to me. Further to that, confidence exuded within me in full force and I performed the rest of the pieces effortlessly. During the concert, I found Ilayaraja sir explaining the complexity behind each piece to composer Uttam Singh. The maestro never failed to approve each one of them with a thumbs up! What more can I ask for as a musician?
Once the show came to a close, he came up on stage to bless us all. The first thing I did (the first thing every lover of his music would do) was to fall at his feet…. He literally gave me a pat on the back, happiness being evident on his face and told me “I know how complex these compositions are… but you rendered each one of them flawlessly… God bless you.” BLISS…. When he gave his speech, he also mentioned that he was happy to see that I changed only very few flutes for all the pieces, despite their complexity.
The evening was indeed magical for me and one of the biggest milestones in my career. Credits should be given where its due…. My foremost thanks goes to Ms. Bhavatharini who gave me this incredible opportunity… I should also thank the 22 piece strings section, each one of them being pillars of support for the music. My heartiest thanks to Prabhakaran sir for his amazing conduction. A big thanks to my buddies Navneeth Sundar, Aalaap Raju, Leon, Geo Raj and Donnan Murray for their support. And last but by no means least, to all you music lovers out there, who went far and wide to be a part of the evening.
Nothing But Wind… Indeed!
I’m sure most of you would relate to this… Sometimes there is such an exhilarating feeling about certain things, that you thank everything around you… you feel really blessed and can’t ask for more…. That is exactly how I feel right now… For an opportunity that has come calling… perhaps as a gift of hard work I have put in all these years, in music.
Before I get carried away again by the ‘wind’…. I am performing at the live show of Nothing But Wind, maestro Ilayaraja’s non-film album released in the year 1988. The mainstay of the album is that, music is nothing but just wind and it is akin to other designs of nature involving wind.. such as breathing. The album composed by Ilayaraja sir, features respectful flautist, Sri. Hari Prasad Chaurasia, with a 50 piece orchestra. During the year of its release, I was just being initiated into music… and now… after two decades, this opportunity comes on a platter.
The past month kept me extremely busy. I was doing the notes for the pieces in the album. Though it was complex, I must admit, the complexity encloses beauty. I have always been proud of my birth having fallen during a period where I am able to appreciate, enjoy and learn from both the maestro’s and the Madras mozart’s music. Preparation for this show has helped me explore and live with the depth of musical knowledge of Ilayaraja sir and my respect for him has increased multi-fold.
This show is being organized by Ilayaraja sir’s daughter Ms. Bhavatharini and she is doing this in order to celebrate her daddy dearest’s birthday which is on June 2. I will be performing with my friends, awesome artists, Navneeth Sundar on keyboard, Aalaap Raju on bass guitar, Donnan Murray on guitar, Leon on keyboard, Geo Raj on drums and a 32 piece string section; The icing of the cake being that the maestro himself is going to inaugurate the show. The show is to be presided over by Director Bharathiraja, composer Uttam Singh and lyricist Vaali.
Its an amazing feeling… and Im falling short of words…. Guys… please join me to share my happiness… This is happening on Saturday, June 5, 2010 at Music Academy at 7 PM. Tickets are available at Landmark.

